Fool in Love

Tina Turner said it best: "You're just a fool, you know you're in love... Sometimes you're happy and sometimes you're sad. You know you love him, you can't understand. Why he treats you like he do when he's such a good man". They say love makes a fool out of everyone, but it seems that some are more of a fool for love than others. I know a few people who are just dumb as hell behind some guy/ girl. And it never fails, the person their dumb over is never worth anything. Its always some guy who doesnt have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of, cant keep a job, cheats, and beats them. Or its some girl who uses her kids as a meal ticket, isnt looking for a job cause her baby daddy and welfare are taking care of her. So, no matter how much you protest this union, the person is just head over heels for this nothing. It like some kind of mind control or something. Everytime you think their about to snap to their senses, they that another sip of the poison kool-aid and fall right back down the rabbit hole. I believe all of this stems from a lack of self love. This person just doesnt love themselves enough to want better, so they take what they can get. Even if that means turning your back on your friends and family and making the nothing your entire world. Ive kinda been there myself. In my first relationship, i let my ex drag me down, but I got out before it was too late and I ended up covered in shit. I just wonder when will these people wake up and realize that "I love you!" doesnt make up for all the fighting, all the abuse, all the heartache. That when the nothing says "I love you!" what they're really saying is "I need you because your the best thing thats ever happened to me. Your too good for me and I know that if I stop playing mind games with you, then you'll realize you can do so much better  and leave my sorry behind." You cant force these people to see the truth, trust me ive tried, you just end up being accused of trying to start drama in their "perfect" relationship. Even though they come to you damn near everyday with all of their problems. I suggest these people watch "Whats Love Got To Do With It" over and over until they get the picture.... "Aww... Go to hell Ike!"

Fire & Desire

The straight male... Sometimes he's sophisticated in a Armani suit and tie, sometimes he's thuggish in a muscle shirt and timberland boots or any where in-between. What is it about this man that is so damn attractive? Me being a gay male, of course I'm attracted to other males but it's more than just that. Id never date one or be some married mans boytoy on the side. Since the age of 16, I've been comfortable with my sexuality and that's a characteristic I look for in a potential mate. I'm not comfortable with pretending to be friends in public and im damn sure not gonna be your roommate around your family. Still in all, there is something so seductive about a straight man. Maybe it's the forbidden fruit thing. I know I can't have it so that makes me want it even more. I'm Adam in the garden of Eden and he is a ripe, juicy, red apple just teasing me to take a bite. For example: I've never been a fan of sagging but when I see the guys walking around with their plump asses hanging out I can't help but to stare (If you couldn't tell I'm an ass man... Lol). Especially when they wear basketball short or sweat pants and loose to no underwear leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. Im like a dog in heat. Do they do this on purpose to tease us gay men or are they unaware of the attention they're attracting. My ex was a weed smoker and alot of the guys he would smoke with were straight. So the guys would come over, smoke a couple blunts, and sometimes pass out on the couch. As they would lay there, unaware of the unholy thoughts running thru my imagination, with his legs gapped open, one hand down the front of his blue Jean shorts holding their meat, the other hand resting behind their head. I couldn't help but feel like a hungry great white shark about to dine on an unsuspecting seal. Maybe it's their hyper masculinity that draws me in. Maybe it's the fact that I'm attracted to masculine bottoms (which are kinda hard to find here in Dallas). I'm not sure exactly what about this man that has my attention so, but I'm definitely willing to investigate further.