Fire & Desire

The straight male... Sometimes he's sophisticated in a Armani suit and tie, sometimes he's thuggish in a muscle shirt and timberland boots or any where in-between. What is it about this man that is so damn attractive? Me being a gay male, of course I'm attracted to other males but it's more than just that. Id never date one or be some married mans boytoy on the side. Since the age of 16, I've been comfortable with my sexuality and that's a characteristic I look for in a potential mate. I'm not comfortable with pretending to be friends in public and im damn sure not gonna be your roommate around your family. Still in all, there is something so seductive about a straight man. Maybe it's the forbidden fruit thing. I know I can't have it so that makes me want it even more. I'm Adam in the garden of Eden and he is a ripe, juicy, red apple just teasing me to take a bite. For example: I've never been a fan of sagging but when I see the guys walking around with their plump asses hanging out I can't help but to stare (If you couldn't tell I'm an ass man... Lol). Especially when they wear basketball short or sweat pants and loose to no underwear leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. Im like a dog in heat. Do they do this on purpose to tease us gay men or are they unaware of the attention they're attracting. My ex was a weed smoker and alot of the guys he would smoke with were straight. So the guys would come over, smoke a couple blunts, and sometimes pass out on the couch. As they would lay there, unaware of the unholy thoughts running thru my imagination, with his legs gapped open, one hand down the front of his blue Jean shorts holding their meat, the other hand resting behind their head. I couldn't help but feel like a hungry great white shark about to dine on an unsuspecting seal. Maybe it's their hyper masculinity that draws me in. Maybe it's the fact that I'm attracted to masculine bottoms (which are kinda hard to find here in Dallas). I'm not sure exactly what about this man that has my attention so, but I'm definitely willing to investigate further.