I am torn between two people and i dont know which one to be with, Tony or Anthony. Tony represents the side of me that wants a relationship. Anthony, the side that feels like I should be happy with the life I have. Tony wants a boyfriend so bad. He trys to pretend like he is ok, but the reality is that he is lonely. He gets bored with sitting around the house cause he has noone to go to the movies with. He has noone to cuddle on the couch with and have long conversations into the night. Tony isnt into the whole club scene and he doesnt like to have casual sex. So what does he do in a gay world where most guys only want to know where their next lay is coming from? What does he do when every guy that shows interest in him is only pretending in order to get him into bed? How does he find the unconditional love that his heart longs for every single day? Anthony, on the other hand, feels sorry for Tony. Anthony believes you have to be satisfied with your life. You have to make yourself happy and not wait around for someone else to "complete you". He believes that you have to live your life to the fullest and enjoy everyday. Even if that means going out to dinner alone. Anthony has plans for his life that include starting his own business, buying a nice size house, two cars, and having four children. Now, if there is a man in the picture than great, but Anthony doesnt need a man to accomplish his dreams. Tony does cause whats the use of having a successful life and not having anyone there to share in the joy? Anthony has his eye on the end of the road and is prepared to make the journey alone. Tony looks at the same road and longs for someone willing to make the walk with him. So what do I do?
